I feel as though I am separated from everything, God, the world, school, mountains, hope, family, and even my self. I felt like I was so lost in my thoughts. The more I talk to people, the more I get made fun of. And I felt like I was deeply alone even when around people. I felt like there was no hope for me. The more I attept to reason, the worse things were off. To me, Nothing is as it seems, things are not how they should be, things are not how they appear. In my every day life, I feel myself exhausted, so tired out of my mind. and its not that I get into bad things, but my irresponsibility takes me beyond what I'm capible.