Even after find my purpose in life, temptation was always there, It would bring me to the point were I would in a sense go crazy, the temptation is mountains. I would always find myself lusting for mountains, some times so bad, that perhaps to free my self from the pain of not being with them is to stop thinking about them... but that was not possible. It is always a stuggle, It has some how become a part of me. Mountains, Mountains, Mountains! Without them, I do not feel like myself. Perhaps I have become to attatched to such things. But if you have experienced nature, and loved it how I loved it, its a whole diffrent perspective. It try's to take me to take me away from city life, with all my might I resist it's mighty temptation, I know how awesome the natural world is compared with what I've got now, but I know I must'nt give in, for the sake of doing the right thing!